a surprise for a friend

last night
i helped my friend think of a surprise for my other friend
i gave her ideas
i sent her map
i told her what time to call to ask

not long after
two brains managed to think of a surprise in the end

you want to know?
impossible
wait for tomorrow la
hehe

at first, the whole thing is going to be them both
but since i don't have rumah sukan tomorrow
my friend asked me to join her with the surprise
and this, i'm sure, will make the surprise even greater and unbelievable

XD
so, stay tune
tomorrow
you'll see it!

"la petite mort" - 2.00pm

"la petite mort"

i found this in a book i am reading
in the book
it says that this is French
which means
a feeling that part of you has died

i think this suits on me
i part of me really has died
jinghan noticed
and wanying knew

i found out this when i was doing a mental test in jinghan's class
the answer that i got in the end
is that if people who are important in my life leave
a part of me will die..

i think this is kinda true

but maybe now that part of me have come back to life.
who knows?

^^

rainy night

the sky is thundering..
just like last friday
which i was alone waiting for mum at the cafe
and the sky was raining with the company of strong wind and loud thunder
i was a bit scared..

just like in the morning, the rain is heavy after the striking thunder
the rain is heavy, but short
unlike in the morning which was very long
and it made me comfy
i slept in till 9.30am

this is not my main point, actually

all i want to say is
sometimes
rainy day makes me down
sometimes
it makes me stop and think
sometimes
it makes me comfy and sleepy

i like rainy day with clouds, thunders and wind
although it sometimes makes me scared
and i like sunny day
with clear blue sky, beautiful sea and little clouds
just like a mid summer day, which was the hottest of summer day

rainy day and sunny day
one of the strongest contrasts..
just like black and white
i like both
maybe this show that deep down
i have two completely different personalities..
i don't really understand
but maybe that's me
this is the simplest conclusion i can get..

TEACHERS' DAY on 27/6

today is the replacement school day for the whole Malaysia
but we are the luckiest, both we students and the teachers.
guess why?
because we're celebrating teachers' day today at school
no lessons for us
and no teaching for teacher..
that's the most interesting and exciting things one can do on a replacement day

at school after attendances are taken
all students are off to the hall for the penyampaian hadiah and the first part of the celebration..
the penyampaian hadiah is quite boring..
however, all of us give moral supports..
me and karkar do clap our hand..
the only thing that is special is parents are invite to give out the cert for their daugthers who have got the first third place in studying..
this is actually quite touching..

then is the first part of the celebrating..
a formal one..
include giving speech, teachers singing a song about teachers' sacred job and cake-ing time..

then comes the an hour long recess time..
the canteen is so packed with students that we can't even find a seat
in the end, we eat faster than normal and go back to our class
at there, we help to sort out the flowers and the homemade cake by junhui for the teachers that are teaching us and was teaching us..
after that we head for the stuff room..
the teachers' reaction is very sweet..
this make me like them more..
and we take a few photos with teachers and friends that i see during the trip to the stuff room..

time for us to go back to the hall for the second part of the celebration
which is the performance by students..
the performance is great
the are singing, drama, poetry, orchestra china, harmonica dance and many more
also there are video by pusat sumber..
love it, so damn funny!! haha

after this, teachers are having buffet in the hall
so, all students go back to class and is then guarded by prefects
and we take more photos..

hehe..
what a day!
this will be the best teachers' day ever for the teachers and the students to enjoy.

it has been exactly two years

all seems like yesterday
although it was exactly two years that it happened

from that moment exactly two years before
i knew that my life
our life
is not going to be the same again
even if all went well in the end
it will still never be the same..
just the four of us..
what a time we had..

two years since
i can only tell you that everything is different
new
unknown
complicated
confusing
difficult
and trust me, even tragic, sarcastic and ironic..
this is what that happened afterwards

true
maybe i am being overreacted
or oversensitive

but think carefully and clearly
who could cope all the pressure when someone you've known for such a long time
and been beside you for so long in all the sweet and sour
just couldn't stay with you anymore?
who could adapt herself when suddenly there is one person less in your life around you?
i bet there are a lot of people out there who could
but i couldn't
the shock was too great to cope with

four left three
that was what happened at here
life goes on
sometimes it looks the same
sometimes it doesn't

nobody is going to be exactly the same
in fact
i bet not many people can remember this date
23/6
not many can
and not many will

THE END

moderate day except for p.e. lesson

well.
my title has told you what you need to know about my day.
it's just moderate.
nothing much happened..

well,
there is one thins, actually..
my P.E. lesson..
played basketball, my favourite, after all the exams and holidays.

playing with old friends is a fun thing to do.
the game was really excited
and many funny incidents today.
so, we were laughing while playing..
this was quite impossible,
but we did it..
so, we're superhuman..
yeah!

let me tell you another thing..
i'm writing this because xinQi kept asking me to..
i've done my post.
where's yours??

muahaha..

oh yeah, and biology lesson.
it was boring in a way.
not because of the subject,
but the teacher..
her sleeping charm is one of the strongest i can get in all the teachers that teach us.
and moreover
it was raining heavily.
so, this made the situation worst.

everyone were very sleepy at that time.
i wasn't very sleepy
not because of the teacher's sleeping charm didn't have any effect on me,
in fact, it had.
but i was sort of hyperactive that i kept annoying xinqi and junhui...
haha..

well i think this is enough for today, right? xinqi
now i can have my dinner..

see ya

fathers' day and mum's birthday

wow. i almost forgot to mention this..

two great things in one day

fathers' day and mum's birthday.

dad, happy fathers' day..

mum, happy birthday..

this is not all..

xiaomei and yeewuan, happy birthday to you guys too..

XD