Monday, 1 November 2010
Friday, 1 October 2010
Tuesday, 21 September 2010
Tuesday, 14 September 2010
IT class
flu. again..
luckily there was a free period after chem lab
had time to walk back to dorm for pills
so now i'm feeling quite okay
IT class now.
supposing we have nothing to do since we'd finished all that needed to be done
but
our lecturer still has things she wants us to do.
she divides the class into 5 groups
and asks us to do presentation about topics she gave like mine group was given web browser.
unfortunately, she doesn't want me to be in the same group with shanling again.
so here i go, separate with shanling. again.
Wednesday, 8 September 2010
from perak back to penang
Tuesday, 7 September 2010
holiday starting tomorrow
muahaha!!
go shopping!
go eat!
relax abit
though i know it's only a few days long
well, what do you expect?
Thursday, 26 August 2010
Tuesday, 17 August 2010
storm
i do think i need to play basketball
i need to think
even when i have to shoot the net in the rain
i don't care
as long as i can focus and think
Friday, 2 July 2010
pros against cons
-i will have more time for friends
-i will have more time for homework
-i will have more time for revision
-i will have more time for myself
the cons
-wasted time? abit
-wasted energy? abit
-anything more? i can't think of any
conclusion
the pros win over the cons so what should i be worrying about?
better things are out there waiting for me
remember what i've said to my self
there won't be any sunrise if there isn't any sunset.
Tuesday, 18 May 2010
the first week and the second week in kmpk
the first week was the orientation week.
before i came in, i was wondering what the hell they orientate for the whole week?
well, there were alot of activities
5 ex-pcghs came in,
me, karkar, aiyin, shanling and wendy
i'm glad i have them here
we're having alot of fun
though abit busy because the classes have all started
well
about the first week in kmpk
alot of activities were held in the hall
and let me tell you
the hall is damn hat
and we have 2018-not sure about the figure, but i think it's around that-new students
and we had to squeezed in the hall, just like thousands of sardines in a gigantic tin, haha
honestly, it was very hot, the heat made everything seemed boring and tiring
this made us miss penghua's hall so much
air-coned, well-organised, comfortable, big!
but luckily, we live!
and the food here is great, if you like curry and spicy food
though the food have lots of calorie but we won't get fat in here because we have to walk to lecture halls, tutorial rooms, labs and blah blah blah.
all the calories taken in will be used when walking so, no worries of getting fat. x)
and my dorm
hehe, it's very nice
there's a tv room, so i guess i won't be so out of world at all, at least i can watch drama, shows, movies and news. xD
my room mates are 3 malays, 4 people a room. they're nice.
i've adapted to the life at here. x)
saturday and suinday were sports and gaming between the dorms
i went for the basketball!!! x)
because i love basketball, obviously
but sadly, our block lost! T.T
because there was a state player in our opponent
she's a good player but proud
she told her team to play rough..
and they all blocked our way, she did her one-man-show
so in the end, we lost
in another game with another block, we lost again.
this time, there were also a great player,but she is very friendly, she came to shake hands with all of us and said sorry.
that was nice of her, i like her attitude, unlike the other player.
shame that we lost, but nevermind, the main purpose of the games were to get to know more people.
but i will work hard. going to play basketball with new made friends this friday, if there isn't raining and if we can borrow the ball
so, cheers!!
and about the class
in the end of the first day, we had many homework, i still haven't finished some
i'd got physics at first, so were shanling and wendy
but in the end, we managed to change our course and we're in the same lecture!! *cheese*
so biology here we come!
homework
hmm
and the timetable are packed
we have to rush to a lecture hall to tutorial room
we don't even have time for tea.. =(
and the library
it's nice, with air con x)
but they don't have many books like penghua
hmm, am i comparing everything here with penghua?
and now i'm onlining in the library
but sadly, this computer cannot get in facebook, i wonder why
my new made malay friends who can speak cantonese and chinese quite well-surpring, right?-have told me that we can get in facebook, blogs and youtube in here only, the other places are guarded with firewall.
at least i can get in the blogger, right?
okay then, till here today, i want to try another computer if can get in facebook and shanling is waiting for me outside. see ya! and i miss penang and friends!!!
Sunday, 9 May 2010
the last day
tomorrow
i'm starting new life
so
i won't be online that often anymore
anything needed to be said
said
goodbye penang
goodbye home
goodbye family
goodbye friends
goodbye my bed
goodbye my computer
till next time
x)
Friday, 7 May 2010
on a crossroads
people are going in different ways
some go in clusters
some go alone
no matter which way we go
friends
we'll still have each other on our mind
that's a promise
well
a start of something new
together we make our dreams, our future
bon voyage!
Wednesday, 5 May 2010
4 DAYS!!
i can't believe how fast time flies
4 DAYS left in penang!
and since then i won't be online this often anymore
but
i promise
to all my friends
if i have the chance
i'll go online
and chat with you guys
4 DAYS!!
T.T
Tuesday, 4 May 2010
5 days!
lots of things to pack
busyness can drive anyone crazy
5 DAYS
that's sad
lots of things to do
lots of things to pack
in 5 DAYS!
=(
Tuesday, 27 April 2010
12 days
soon
i'm leaving penang
my home
my family
my friends
that's sad
i'll leave
never give a backward glance
for fear when i see you
you'll see me crying
Monday, 26 April 2010
somewhere out there
Somewhere out there
Beneath the pale moonlight
Someones thinking of m
eAnd loving me tonight
Somewhere out there
Someones saying a prayer
That we'll find one another
In that big somewhere out there
And even though I know
How very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing
On the same bright star
And when the night wind
Starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping
Underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there
If love can see us through
Then we'll be together
Somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true
If we hold on together
Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and i
Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and i
When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and i
礼物
终于可以在今天划上句点
一整夜翻开过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋
走一步又一步 我才发现转了个圈
走了好几年 又回到原点
你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉
难道你早想让我走远
你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年 难免会有污点
就像每段爱 总会有终点
世上最残酷的 恐怕是时间
困住人 一切却还向前
干涸的眼再挤不出一点咸
爱到如此可悲的境界
走一步又一步 却跟不上你的脚步
你满意了 为什么我却只想要哭
你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉
难道你早想让我走远
你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年 难免会有污点
就像每段爱 总会有终点
你说做自己吧 我们都做回自己 哦...
不要再为爱受委屈
你送的礼物 原来是一场劫
终于分别 宿命一样准确
可笑到想要 你赔给我时间
爱情有时廉价得可怜
光着脚我一路奔跑 鲜血泪水一路狂飙
收起我的骄傲 承认曾经备受煎熬
鞋上那记号 只有你能明瞭
过了这一夜 我就全忘掉
Friday, 16 April 2010
goodbyes
i found out that i'm used goodbyes now
i'm getting tougher?
maybe
i'm getting stronger?
maybe
or i'm just getting numb?
there's a chance
we're in mid April now
friends
one by one
will be leaving or have already left for their new destinations and adventures
the airport seems to be a sad place and a joyful place at the same time
people say goodbyes
people say hello
people cry of farewell
people cry of joy
it's heart-breaking in a way to go to airport
because you'll see farewells
but it also give you a glimpse of hope
because you know you'll see hellos
'every sunrise has a sunset before it,
every hello has a goodbye before it'
without goodbyes, there won't be an hello
when it's my time
will i cry?
Tuesday, 13 April 2010
random
life's busy
lots of thing to do
lots of thing waiting for me to do
it isn't fun
to have a extremely long holidays
hoping to start a brand new life soon!
Thursday, 11 March 2010
officially eighteen!!
well, though i can't celebrate with friends this year, not yet
but i think i've get the best present this year,
with was the result, though it has some flaw,
B+ for chinese..
but overall, it was a good result!!
happy birthday to me.
and thanks for those who wishes me this year, that mean alot! XD
Monday, 1 March 2010
on the border of time
you wish you can have some rest;
when you're resting,
you wish you're working again.
this is how i feel sometimes in this long holidays
it's funny and melancholy at the same time to say that time speeds up when you're having fun and you don't realise it and when you finally see it, you're a bit late.
that's how it seems now.
the last second when i closed my eyes,
it was last December when my adventure of holiday was just about to start
and the next moment when i opened my eyes now,
we're in March, just about to receive our gravest nightmare--getting the results
positive thinking i am,
it's still a bit scary, though
well, surprisingly
i've only just realised now that i've still had many things undone
but one thing for sure
holiday is over
it's time for decision and greater adventures!
Tuesday, 23 February 2010
after CNY
had gone to play basketball but for a stupid reason, i didn't play in match
by and large
this was a fun year because got to spend times with favourite cousins
played games, visited relatives, watched CNY special shows on TV..
well, just a normal life, the different thing was you got to see relatives that you only see during CNY.
Thursday, 11 February 2010
a conviction
fragments of memory swirling in my head
suddenly i realise that i'm not a believer
not always
not everytime
ps this'd be the last post before CNY
Saturday, 6 February 2010
this is what i feel right now
I am moving through the crowd
Trying to find myself
I feel like a guitar that's never played
Will someone strum away
And I ask myself
Who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key
And invent a whole new me
And I tell myself
No one
No one
Don't wanna be
No one
But me
You are moving through the crowd
Trying to find yourself
Feel like a doll left on a shelf
Will someone take it down
And you ask yourself
Who do I wanna be
Do I wanna throw away the key
And invent a whole new me
Gotta tell yourself
No one
No one
Don't wanna be
No one
But me
Your life plays out on the shadows on the wall
You turn the light on to erase it all
You wonder what it's like to not feel worthless
So open all the blinds and all the curtains
No one
No one
Don't wanna be
No one
But me
We are moving through the crowd
I'm still here
when everyone around me is moving on
trying to figure out what to do with life..
Friday, 5 February 2010
nights of nightmares
the days are getting hotter and hotter
it's getting more unbearable
mirages were hard to see a few years back
they were only common on highway
but now the weather has changed
everyday i can see mirages at the road when heading home
the weather really has changed
speaking about night of nightmares
SPM result is in 5 weeks!
argh
night of nightmares for sure!
deep in thought again
go somewhere else
do something else
do something new
be someone else
and start it all over
maybe to forget
amnesia seems welcoming now
blue and purple for the emo me
Thursday, 4 February 2010
deep in thought
this is the day that i feel down
correction
is a bit down
with mixed feelings
i guess that's what one feels when one doesn't see one's friends much
thinking hard
honestly
life's never the same again and never will be after graduation
this is what i feel
emptiness
frustrated
sad
relieve
complicated
a bit happy
even a bit excited
emptiness is what i feel most
i'm walking further and further
getting far
what i see becomes blur
sometimes i even wish
i have to get the hell outta here
out of this world?
maybe
to be in another world seems welcoming
this wish is strong today
Wednesday, 27 January 2010
22 Jan, when you went back home
you left to Australia
at the airport
four friends were in grief
crying
for it'd be difficult to meet again
but at that time
we knew that two years later we'd meet again
yes, it was us
wiping each others' tears
a glimpse of hope formed in our hearts
we'd be meeting no sooner or later
time flew
two years weren't that long
we could live through it
two long years passed
you told us you'd be back at the end of year
another half year of waiting
but nevermind
two long dark years had passed
another half of year was a piece of cake
half a year passed
you were back
nobody except me could go to see you arrive at the airport
the waiting for check in was long
but the moment we saw each other
we hugged tightly
finally
we met again
there weren't much time
we parted the moment i gave you my books
and since then till before you left again
we met again every week
we went shopping in queensbay
went swimming at karkar's
went to xinqi's
again
time flew faster than we thought
from 2 Jan to 22 Jan
you stayed in penang for only 21 days
we appreciate
cherish
valued every moment we had with you
for after this time
the next meeting seems faraway
22 Jan
again
i was the only one who could go
8am
i was at the airport one and a half hour before you arrived
i brought a book
the colossus crisis was the name
precipitating my thought
i waited for 9.30am to come
when a book was in my hand
time flew doubled its normal speed
you arrived
a smile was on my face when i saw her
both of us agreed not to cry this time on the phone last night
a brief hug
i helped to push their luggage to the counter for check in
she laughed
joked when she saw that the total weight didn't exceed 100kg
we sat at the McD at the airport
sharing a cup of hot Milo
finished
it was time for you to go
we hugged each other for the last time
tears rolling in your already red eyes
but they didn't fall down
we'd agreed
and surprisingly
i didn't cry too
i understood one thing
bright and shine i was
telling her that we still have msn and facebook
she nodded
one last look at each other
she left
sitting on rapid heading home
i'd thought of something
and i regretted thinking of it now
i haven't kept my promise to take her for a drive with me behind the wheel
i haven't kept my promise to cook something nice like my spaghetti for her
and i won't have the chance again until we meet again
and it struck me
my nose felt sour
but i didn't cry
i kept my promise
this time
we did take some photos
but there weren't many
being me
i like to take others' photos rather than others taking mine
it feels weird
but it's the best way for me to capture every moment
with me as the photographer
but this time
eyes as camera
everything i see
everything i feel
captured
i still remember what leechien told me last year
a quote in her novel
相遇是一种痛苦,因为接下来的是分离
分离是一种幸福,因为接下来的是相遇
this was part of the reason i didn't cry
leechien
thank you
i wanted to upload video from youtube
but oddly, i can't
maybe i'll upload it next time
these are the songs dedicated to our friendship
i liked the italic part the best
songs that are dedicated to our precious friendship
friends forever, my friends
遇到
你 身 上 专 属 的 陌 生 味 道
是 我 确 认 你 存 在 的 目 标
不 用 来 回 张 望 了
直 到 今 世 我 们 相 隔 著 一 个 街 角
这 么 久 了, 我 还 是 可 以 看 到
感 觉 得 到 你 对 我 的 重 要
不 会 被 天 黑 天 亮 打 扰
你 每 一 次 的 温 柔 我 都 想 炫 耀
我 们 绕 了 这 么 一 圈 才 遇 到
我 比 谁 都 更 明 白 你 的 重 要
这 么 久 了 我 就 决 定 了
决 定 了 你 的 手 我 握 了 不 会 放掉
我 们 绕 了 这 么 一 圈 才 遇 到
我 答 应 自 己 不 再 庸 人 自 扰
因 为 我 要 的 我 自 己 知 道
只 要 你 的 肩 膀 依 然 让 我 靠
谢谢爱
雨下好乱 半个夜晚 你不在身边怎麽晚安
天好蓝 要和你一起看
起风时有你来温暖
心事简单 一句说完
要我们永远不会分开
有眼泪 也因为你灿烂
你微笑因为我盛开
要谢谢爱 让你在我身边守护我的未来
有多少美丽奇蹟你手心里全都记载 好期待
要谢谢爱 让我学会宽容学会体谅关怀
像阳光陪著大海是平静还是澎湃都是爱
Tuesday, 26 January 2010
the last time we had together in queensbay-17 Jan
now she wakes up! but i didn't bang her head with the bag.
Uno!!
my handphone pouch, the Bear and xinqi's book.
we love your laptop
here she is.
aiya.
her bag.
say cheese
karkar said re qing yi dian, so we hug and say cheese.
this is the normal one, with pooh in it.
me and karkar
me and karkar again.
shuli, me and karkar. i'm the tallest of us all. *smirk*
1, 2, 3, 4, say cheese!
xinqi, what are you doing?
okay, now i understand, it's photo taking time.
green tea plus honey, it's nice.
yesh! i managed to snap a photo of xinyi eating.
a photo of lamp before we left.
ps there may be more photos to be upload.
Friday, 15 January 2010
Monday, 11 January 2010
at karkar's
2.30pm
hmm, half past two. i was already late, BUT *hoho* i was the second one arrived at the front gate of the apartment karkar lives, stepped out from my dad's car just seconds after xinqi got out to meet karkar..
the moment the three pair of eyes met, we was some how shock.. the most important people hadn't arrived yet, what if she had forgotten??! we called, it was only me, actually.. i called several numbers, but, we didn't get in touch with her... oh no, she had forgotten.. nevermind, we would stick to our schedule if she really forgotten to come..
so, we went up. the first thing xinqi did was to go online with karkar's pc.. that was pathetic, karkar said, if she wanted to go online, why did she left her house in the first place.. HAHA. well, ximqi did listen to us, she signed out, and then we sat in karkar's room and chat while waiting for the Very Important Person, shuli to come, if ever she came..xinqi talked a lot about INTI, she brought her homework for us to take a look.. and then suddenly, my phone rang and then we knew it was her. she said she was on her way, but she will be late..
so, we went to play karkar's PS2 while waiting for she and her sis. hehe i'd told karkar the other day that i wanted to play her crazy frog at her house. so we played it. me against xinqi, and guess what, i WON! the FIRST place, and xinqi was the LAST one. *haik haik* a few battles afterwards, shuli arrived. so we went down again to bring her up.and then we played crazy frog again and shu and her sis were inspecting the Rubik's cube karkar has.
4.30pm
woohoo~ time for a swim. everyone put on their swimming suits, gathered the towels and off we went. to the swimming pool. at fifth floor. four floor below karkar's apartment. and xinqi was fussing about the datol smell in the lift, saying it was nice.. karkar and me: haiyoyo! yey! the swimming pool! there was a basketball court beside it, too bad we didn't bring our ball.. T.T
just keep swimming. just keep swimming.. saying it was easy, doing it was way difficult! i don't know how to swim. unlucky me.. it was fun though, playing ball in the pool. and my gosh, i know xinqi can swim but i didn't know that she can swim very well plus she can goes under the water.. this impressed us a lot. a little boy younger than my brother, probably around the age of 5, he swim in the adult pool too.. walao, even small children can swim.. i really must go learn to swim..
6.30pm
we went up. we felt very heavy after the swim, even jumping at that time was difficult.. so you can imagine how heavy was that. ate and shower was what we did back up. and shuli gave me and xinqi for a small gift, xinyi has one too, too bad she couldn't come.. it was a delicate necklace, rainbow as it pendant and a word friends. it's really sweet, thank you shuli.. too bad i had to go early. dad was coming when i was about to have a shower.. thanks karkar! thanks everyone!
let's call it a day. until next time then.
Sunday, 3 January 2010
two and a half hours at queensbay
xinqi and karkar walking at the front, shu's sis, shu and me walking behind
pps good luck to those who are going to college tomorrow. bon voyage!