a camp for three days and two nights

The first day: 14/12/08

5am

WHAT??! SO EARLY IN THE MORNING!! Why do i wake up for? Aiya, i have a camp to attend. I've told myself that in this camp, i want to be more active, 'cause in the last camp in Butterworth, i wasn't high and active enough, so i decided to inprove myself this time. So, it's time to get ready, not much to do, except have a shower and check my luggage again to make sure i've bring everything.

6.15am

I'm on my way to chung hua. Recieve a message from xinqi asking where i am. She's there already and i'm still on my way. Star walk is slowing me, have to change lane to go through.. I promise xinqi that i'll miss call her when i get there.

6.45am

Finally, i'm here!! Xinqi's fast, runs her way to me as soon as i get down from car. She's probably waiting for me outside 'cause she doesn't want to be a light bulb.. Just joking, don't kill me, xinqi. ^^ Anyway, i sign in in the counter. There are 12 groups, each named after the 12 horoscopes. Each three groups are grouped to four: windy, watery, fire and woody. My group is pisces, which is my own horoscope, and is grouped in watery. Ok, now i've signed in, i take my file with the booklet and go into the homeroom with xinqi. Wah, so many people, i see liming and her boy. Then i sit down and flick through my booklet. And then, not much happen.

7am

Now's the time to move our luggage to our 'room', it's actually a classroom, which is in the fourth level, so high.. Haiz, i guess i'll have to go up and down from the top floor to the ground floor again.. Anyway, i see that not many people share a classroom, and boys' room is at the opposite, in the other block.

8am

I go back down to the homeroom with xinqi. When we get inside, i see that there are 12 boxes at the front with each group's name on it. Well, i guess it's time seperate with friends and sit with total strangers. Luckily xinqi's group's just beside me. Glad to have you. Now, i see that nobody's at the front of my group, so i sit down, at the front!! Hwafan, what're you thinking, you don't usually sit in the front of a row, especially don't in a camp where you don't know anybody. Well, i just sit down. People start to sit down. Someone named wucai stats to talk, he's kind of funny, what he says.. I'll start using senior on those ajk or dudao who i don't know his or her name.. Ok, now a senior hands me some paper. Wucai tells us to write our names big and nice so that those who has sight problem can see. [haha] Don't know what's this for, i write my name anyway, big and nice and i give it back.

And then, it's time to find our name tag. Each of us will get a name tag, but it's not ours, we'll have to find the tag's owner as soon as possible and ask five question: name, school, and three other questions.

----------------------------to be continue------------------------------

Alice in the wonderland??!

One day, Alice was flying on a plane. She felt very bored, she had no book to read, nothing to play with. So, she decided to look at the beautiful scenery outside from the plane window.

Then, she saw something very weird. And suddenly, the plane started to vibrate so vigorously that Alice was thrown outside the plane through the emergency door. Alice thought she'd be dead but miraculously, she landed on the ground safe and sound, not even a scratch. She survived!! So, she decided to explore the world she was in. She started to walk, very slowly, sucked in everything she saw.

Not long after, she saw a very strange thing. It looked like a ruin of a tower, built by people ages ago by putting great big flate stones together, but it also looked like coins, only way more bigger than the coins she had in her pocket. She counldn't understand. She looked around, and saw that very far far away, there was something, like buildings. So she started to walk again, she thought that maybe there was people who she could get help from.

The journey to the buildings-like place was very long, it almost took two hours to walk there. Finally, she was there. But there was no one!! The buildings-like thing was in fact two similar towers, like the ruin, but they were still standing. She was very tired, very thirsty, she wanted to rest, but she couldn't find anyone that could help her, she was getting very desperate. She couldn't stand it any more. She leant on the wall, sat on the map-like floor and fell asleep.

When she finally awoke, that was hours later and it was nearly noon now. She felt very hungry. But she had to keep walking untill she found somebody who could help her. And there she was, arrived at a strange house. The house looked like a bear. The oddest thing happened, the bear started to talk. The bear told her to walk around the house. She saw there was nothing more interesting to do and she wanted the bossy and chaterbox bear to stop talking, so she did as the bear said: walk around the weird house.

Around the corner, she saw this. A round hole and the black thing that was suppose to be the door laid beside the house. Suddenly she understood. She entered the house through the hole and once she passed through the the door, POP!! Alice woke up, and she was in the real world now, it was just a strange dream.

17/11/08: on my way to leechien's birthday party at red box

Hi everyboday. A very happy monday. I'm on my way to leechien's birtday party at RED BOX.

I'm going to give this bear to leechien. Shared by me, xinqi, jinghan, chiachiu and pheiwei. Cute bear, I'm going to miss you.

Travelling. The weather is very nice, the sky is very blue and i'm bored. So, i take a picture of dear teddy.

And another with me.

And another one.

And then i arrive. The party is fun and everyboday's crazy. Too bad i've to go back at 3pm.

14/11/08: bro's little birthday party at his school

Today's friday, the LAST DAY of school. Cool hah? Well, so i decided to do something better, for instant , go to help my mum celebrate my little bro's birthday at his kindergarten. so, here i am.

My mum is taking the cake out. I am faster than my dad. He is only taking his camera out when i capture this photo. XD

Now. The very cute boy in red shirt is my dear little brother. And that's his cake: winnie the pooh. He chose it.

Say cheese!!

Wah! So many little kids. Thier teacher is giving out the cake to every kid in this room.

It's cake time!!

So, after all this, i go back home and prepare for school. It's sort of fun, looking at so many beautiful smiles when the kids see the cake.

school's off!!

yeah
finally..
the school's over.

it's not like i hate school or anything
but i think i can use for a holiday to recharge myself

i think the most thing i'll miss is my friends ( truely )
we'll be seeing each other if we plan to go out..

well, nothing more
i want to wish all my friends to have a happy and great holiday!^^

oh~ look at patrick

i felt bored, so i took some photos of my patrick the dog..

( look at me, i'm off to a holiday, to the beach which has deep clear blue sea, clean and yellowish sand. why don't you come with me, it'll be fun to have someone to play with. )

( don't worry that the sun is hot, i've brought sun block for you. )

( finally, we're here. let's head for the beach. what do you want to do first? let me suggest, swimming in the sea, diving in the sea, sun bathing on the beach, building sand castle, collecting sea shells or taking photos of the breath-taking scenery? pick one and i'm with you. you can count on me. )

( so, you've decided to sun bathing. look at me, i'm sun bathing with sun glasses on my eyes. wow, isn't what i've said rhyme? )

( the sun is getting hotter and hotter! )

okay, enough of patrick, got to go now, it has passed midnight.

i seriously need more sleep.

life is not fair

life is not fair

she was our junior
she was only a thirteen-year-old girl
with the entire world waiting for her to explore
there were so much things for her to learn
but now she couldn't

the God has taken her
to the place of heaven
so that she can be with Him
and with many other good persons
and so that she can be an angel

somethimes
i think God is so selfish
He takes the good persons
but He may have His onw reason and purpose
to take the good persons

so
dear junior
you'll forever be remembered
by all of us who has known you
so long for now
rest in peace..

new blog name: the meaning of life

life
is like a circle
a cycle
a loop
if you walk around these things
you'll never find an end

life's the same
no matter what happens
life just goes on
no matter what you do
you can't stop life from going on

it's like when someone dies
or something happens
you'll be affected
but you still have to go on with your life
when you've gotten over the thing that happened
you're less affected
and it's still the same
your life goes on

i can still remember
when neil asked each of us in turn in a class
to tell him what did home mean to us
when it was my turn
i told him
'home is where life goes on,
no matter what happens,
you'll still go home
and go on with your life,'

life
is a strange thing
today
i may be able to define life to you
or to tell you what life means from this point of view
but tomorrow
i may not be able to define
or to tell you from this point to you

life
is a difficult thing
too deep to be understood

who are you?

i don't know you
but i don't like you much
the good thing is that i don't know you much either
or rather i've only known you

but do you know why i don't like you?

let me tell you a few things
i don't like your attitude
i don't like the way you talk
i don't like you style
i don't find your jokes funny
i don't find the thing you did amusing
i don't find you cool
you make a lot of noises...

let's just put it straight and simple
i don't like you.
that's all

do you know?

that really hurts.
like someone has back-stabbed you.

i didn't know that.
i thought every thing's okay..

you wouldn't have done this if you know this:
i chose you out of many other people because i know you,
and because i trust you..

do you know this?
i suppose you don't..
because i know you'd never have done this if you know..

a story

Dear friends.
I want to tell you a story.

Once upon a time, there was a magic school. In this school, students of its were taught to do magic like, vanishing words from paper, seeing the future from a looking glass, producing a magic comb which can change your hair style whichever you like, reading a book without flicking through its pages, remembering in details all the things that had happened in your life...

One day, a new teacher came. She was asked to teach this class, doom. At first, the doom liked this teacher, because no teacher in this school could teach like her. She had style. She could teach the doom in a different way and they learnt quickly. Soon, the doom became the top students in this school.

But bad things always happened. She taught the doom for a reason. After a while, she changed. She didn't treat them nicely like she used to, she even became emotional. Sometimes, she would yell at the doom, scold them, say they were very rude. From that onwards, the doom started to dislike her. They even tried to avoid speaking to her, coming to school..


Worst things happened. One day, just before the most important exam in their school life, she acted. She took away all their powers, all the things that they had learnt in their entire life, all their magic. They lost everything, they had nothing left, they had to start from the beginning again.

The doom totally hated her. They said she was a black witch, very evil. They totally couldn't defeat her at the moment.

-------the end--------

This is my story. And the thing is, a similar things happened to us. And we want to defeat her and get our revenge.

YOU BETTER BEWARE!!!

what do you think?

let me ask you something:

would you
don't bother if your child is walking bare-feeted?
don't bother even if your only one-and-a-half-year-old child is wandering of by himself?

i think anyone who has a right mind will never let this happend.

today i've saw this parents letting this happend..

i have no idea what this world has become..

慢慢/快快

今天有两个人说我很慢
她们两个都是我的好朋友

因为这两句话
我开始了我的思路

我在想
慢有错吗？

我发现到身边的人总是快快的
我承认
我也有快的时候
不过慢也有慢的好处

我喜欢慢
因为慢的时候
我可以好好的享受人生

有时
我会慢慢的走
我会慢慢的吃
我会慢慢的看
我会慢慢的读
我会慢慢的享受

因为我发现
慢的时候
生活是很享受的

再说
慢慢的完成一样事物
可以让完成的事物很有素质

所以我再问一次
慢有错吗？

慢慢的代表我是个会享受着美丽人生的人

去年的我..今年的我..

看着手上的报纸
我发现
去年的我
真的有忧郁症
年头听朋友说时
我还不相信她所说的话

她说
去年年尾的我
很恐怖
总是沉着一张脸
看到的总是满面的愁容
而笑容却很少

她还说
那时的我总是很孤僻
喜欢自己一个人
在人群中很少发现我

她还提到
那时的我还时常看着自己的手腕
像个要自杀的人似的
不过当隔一天她看我还好好的
就放心很多了

这几点在我看了那份报纸后都承认了

因为得了忧郁症
所以那时的我每天都很不开心

有时呆着的时候
眼泪也会不知觉得掉下来

那时的我也真的喜欢自己一个人
当时不喜欢参人的我心里只想
自己一个人的感觉多好
当别人都堆在一起谈天时
我则一个人静静的坐在旁边
别人问我为何一个人时
我都回答他们说我很喜欢自己一个人

有一次
当我负责一个戏剧表演时
我感到十分压力
十分无助
那时我还曾想过结束我这个短短的人身旅程

现在想起来
那时的我还真的有点恐怖

今年我有幸再和那位朋友同班
也因为有幸进入一个很好的班
交到好多朋友
我已渐渐好起来
在年中已完全康复

那位朋友说我康复不只因为交了很多朋友
也因为我面对了个我从去年以来一直逃避
一直不想面对
不想它成为事实的事实

我已好了
我答应自己
也答应那些关心我的朋友
我
不会再那么想不开
我会
好好的
开心的
活着我的每一天
并把开心带给别人


后语:
我很谢谢那位朋友
因为她在我去年最黑暗的时刻常常来关心我
陪我说话

我想说声
alikato！！

past-present-future

What has passed has passed.
No matter how miserable my life has been,
the future will always be all sweetness and light,
and will always await me in the front.
Now I've changed.
I'm not the miserable self anymore,
but all cheerful and happiness.
I'll live my life well from now on.
No matter what happens..