who are you?

i don't know you
but i don't like you much
the good thing is that i don't know you much either
or rather i've only known you

but do you know why i don't like you?

let me tell you a few things
i don't like your attitude
i don't like the way you talk
i don't like you style
i don't find your jokes funny
i don't find the thing you did amusing
i don't find you cool
you make a lot of noises...

let's just put it straight and simple
i don't like you.
that's all

do you know?

that really hurts.
like someone has back-stabbed you.

i didn't know that.
i thought every thing's okay..

you wouldn't have done this if you know this:
i chose you out of many other people because i know you,
and because i trust you..

do you know this?
i suppose you don't..
because i know you'd never have done this if you know..

a story

Dear friends.
I want to tell you a story.

Once upon a time, there was a magic school. In this school, students of its were taught to do magic like, vanishing words from paper, seeing the future from a looking glass, producing a magic comb which can change your hair style whichever you like, reading a book without flicking through its pages, remembering in details all the things that had happened in your life...

One day, a new teacher came. She was asked to teach this class, doom. At first, the doom liked this teacher, because no teacher in this school could teach like her. She had style. She could teach the doom in a different way and they learnt quickly. Soon, the doom became the top students in this school.

But bad things always happened. She taught the doom for a reason. After a while, she changed. She didn't treat them nicely like she used to, she even became emotional. Sometimes, she would yell at the doom, scold them, say they were very rude. From that onwards, the doom started to dislike her. They even tried to avoid speaking to her, coming to school..


Worst things happened. One day, just before the most important exam in their school life, she acted. She took away all their powers, all the things that they had learnt in their entire life, all their magic. They lost everything, they had nothing left, they had to start from the beginning again.

The doom totally hated her. They said she was a black witch, very evil. They totally couldn't defeat her at the moment.

-------the end--------

This is my story. And the thing is, a similar things happened to us. And we want to defeat her and get our revenge.

YOU BETTER BEWARE!!!

what do you think?

let me ask you something:

would you
don't bother if your child is walking bare-feeted?
don't bother even if your only one-and-a-half-year-old child is wandering of by himself?

i think anyone who has a right mind will never let this happend.

today i've saw this parents letting this happend..

i have no idea what this world has become..

慢慢/快快

今天有两个人说我很慢
她们两个都是我的好朋友

因为这两句话
我开始了我的思路

我在想
慢有错吗？

我发现到身边的人总是快快的
我承认
我也有快的时候
不过慢也有慢的好处

我喜欢慢
因为慢的时候
我可以好好的享受人生

有时
我会慢慢的走
我会慢慢的吃
我会慢慢的看
我会慢慢的读
我会慢慢的享受

因为我发现
慢的时候
生活是很享受的

再说
慢慢的完成一样事物
可以让完成的事物很有素质

所以我再问一次
慢有错吗？

慢慢的代表我是个会享受着美丽人生的人

去年的我..今年的我..

看着手上的报纸
我发现
去年的我
真的有忧郁症
年头听朋友说时
我还不相信她所说的话

她说
去年年尾的我
很恐怖
总是沉着一张脸
看到的总是满面的愁容
而笑容却很少

她还说
那时的我总是很孤僻
喜欢自己一个人
在人群中很少发现我

她还提到
那时的我还时常看着自己的手腕
像个要自杀的人似的
不过当隔一天她看我还好好的
就放心很多了

这几点在我看了那份报纸后都承认了

因为得了忧郁症
所以那时的我每天都很不开心

有时呆着的时候
眼泪也会不知觉得掉下来

那时的我也真的喜欢自己一个人
当时不喜欢参人的我心里只想
自己一个人的感觉多好
当别人都堆在一起谈天时
我则一个人静静的坐在旁边
别人问我为何一个人时
我都回答他们说我很喜欢自己一个人

有一次
当我负责一个戏剧表演时
我感到十分压力
十分无助
那时我还曾想过结束我这个短短的人身旅程

现在想起来
那时的我还真的有点恐怖

今年我有幸再和那位朋友同班
也因为有幸进入一个很好的班
交到好多朋友
我已渐渐好起来
在年中已完全康复

那位朋友说我康复不只因为交了很多朋友
也因为我面对了个我从去年以来一直逃避
一直不想面对
不想它成为事实的事实

我已好了
我答应自己
也答应那些关心我的朋友
我
不会再那么想不开
我会
好好的
开心的
活着我的每一天
并把开心带给别人


后语:
我很谢谢那位朋友
因为她在我去年最黑暗的时刻常常来关心我
陪我说话

我想说声
alikato！！

past-present-future

What has passed has passed.
No matter how miserable my life has been,
the future will always be all sweetness and light,
and will always await me in the front.
Now I've changed.
I'm not the miserable self anymore,
but all cheerful and happiness.
I'll live my life well from now on.
No matter what happens..