never lose yourself..

haiz
being emo again.
i don't really know why
maybe being emo is in my nature..

somebody said: i want to copy her style
i said: just remember not to lose yourself

i am telling people this
but actually the truth is i am losing myself
maybe it's because everybody includes me are very busy
maybe it's because of tension everywhere
maybe it's something else

i wouldn't know the reason
being pessimist just another normal thing for me
but i hate this me

somebody else told me to keep myself busy
and that will do
and keeps me away from being emo..
and i am going to listen to that person

wish me luck ba..