it has been exactly two years

all seems like yesterday
although it was exactly two years that it happened

from that moment exactly two years before
i knew that my life
our life
is not going to be the same again
even if all went well in the end
it will still never be the same..
just the four of us..
what a time we had..

two years since
i can only tell you that everything is different
new
unknown
complicated
confusing
difficult
and trust me, even tragic, sarcastic and ironic..
this is what that happened afterwards

true
maybe i am being overreacted
or oversensitive

but think carefully and clearly
who could cope all the pressure when someone you've known for such a long time
and been beside you for so long in all the sweet and sour
just couldn't stay with you anymore?
who could adapt herself when suddenly there is one person less in your life around you?
i bet there are a lot of people out there who could
but i couldn't
the shock was too great to cope with

four left three
that was what happened at here
life goes on
sometimes it looks the same
sometimes it doesn't

nobody is going to be exactly the same
in fact
i bet not many people can remember this date
23/6
not many can
and not many will

THE END